Why is it always my fucking family that has to suffer and get hurt and betrayed, WHY? My family has been through enough these past few years, why can’t all this bullshit just stop. I’m starting to reach my breaking point and I can’t take it anymore, I’m ready to just fuck something up so bad, I’ve been through to much I NEED an escape from all this stupid fucking bullshit……. I FUCKING HATE LIVING! It bothers me so much when I hear people complaining about the littlest things, you wanna hear real problems first be completely trustworthy that what I tell you, you will NEVER repeat ever again! Yeah thats what I thought you can’t no one can because NO ONE these days are trust worthy, no one can keep a secret these days, thats why I don’t tell anyone my problems because NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON IS TRUSTWORTHY!!!! If anyone ever found out what I’ve been through my entire life, you would NEVER look at me the same, and that’s exactly what I don’t want….